but it is not this day

there might be a day when i will cry my eyes out all day


there might be a day when i will draw my blinds and ignore the sunshine


there might be a day when i will eat a pint of ice-cream by myself


there might be a day when i will stay in bed until 3 p.m. listening to sad music

there might be a day when i will pull out "p.s. i love you" and "the notebook"  and "becoming jane" and watch them 'til my eyes are swollen


there might be a day when i am crushed


......


but that day is not today. definitely not.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ltAGuuru7Q

p.s. i really am serious. this is how i feel today. :]

and all the angels they'll be singin' 'ha-la-la-la, ha-la-la-la, ha-la-la-la love this.'

Ugh!! Boys that I like, will you please just love me back??
Thank you very much.
Love,
Jillian