it's cold here! wearing my coat. oo la la!

Monday, October 29, 2012 10:53 AM

before I forget - Mom, I am out of pages in my missionary journal! I know I don't have too many days left, but I would really like all my journals to be uniform you know? So could you send me one? Also I am out of my daily prescriptions, if you have more to send. :] We read a good one today by Martin Luther about birds nesting in your hair, remember that one? Twas good.

Dad, you asked about what we would want members of the ward to know. Above ALL, I'd want them to know that the full time missionaries are there first and foremost to HELP the members do missionary work. Not to MAKE them do missionary work. We know that the members love the gospel and love the church and sincerely WANT to share the gospel. They just don't know quite who or how. And they don't want to be pushy (especially in Utah) and they don't want to be looked at as religious zealots. We understand all of this. We want to HELP them get to where they want to be as member missionaries, and where the Lord wants them to be. They can have positive missionary experiences. We are there to meet them where they are and help them progress to the point where they can share the gospel with everyone that they want to - everyone the Lord expects them to. We are there to TEACH and that includes members. We have the opportunity to have this calling and the special blessings that come with it. So we can help the members find natural ways to share the gospel. They don't have to teach the gospel, that is our privilege. Their privilege is to invite others to something or to do something where they can feel the spirit. We want the members to have confidence in the incredible message of the gospel. It CAN effect people. The missionaries want to help the members have positive missionary experiences. They want to help in ANY way. We are on the same team here. I would want them to imagine someone that they know fully embracing and enjoying the gospel. Imagine how happy that person could be and the changes that would inevitably take place with the gospel in their lives. Those things CAN happen, and the happiness the members would feel from sharing the gospel would be great. Sister Cochran always says "Be bold and mighty forces will come to your aid!" That's true. When we are bold with the gospel, we INVITE the mighty forces of the spirit and angels to come to our aid. Obviously I have a LOT I want to say about this haha. But most of all, it is that the missionaries are there to HELP members have missionary experiences. President Monson said "Our missionary experiences have to be current. It is not enough to sit back and ponder former experiences. To be fulfilled, you have to continue to naturally and normally share the gospel". That is to every single Returned Missionary in the church. Their mission, as wonderful as it was, is not enough as far as the Prophet of God is concerned. The talk "Was it Worth It?" April 2012 conference by Elder David F. Evans. Dad you have first hand experience with this don't you? I'm sure you say it was worth it. And if will be worth it every time you share the gospel from here on out.

Well. Hola. We had a good week. Monday was zone pday in Vidor and we didn't really do much. But it was Sister Ericksons birthday! We had a great celebration and then Sister Jackson and I came back to Lake Chuck and Sister Tuigamala went to Woodville with Sister Erickson. We had a really good exchange. We went to a members house, the Kenneys, that night for dinner. They invited their neighbor over because she had some questions about the church. Sister Kenney was like "She's not interested in joining the church or anything, but she just has some questions." Well, the message of the gospel is compelling. We taught her about the restoration and by the end, she was so excited to read the Book of Mormon and find out of Jesus Christ's church has been restored to the earth. She accepted a soft commitment to be baptized when she finds out it is true. This is what I'm saying about how we as missionaries have the calling to teach. We will naturally explain the doctrine of the restoration in such a way that the people are blessed. You know, if the members are worried about their friends being shanghaid if the missionaries come over, invite the Elders to teach the first lesson to the members at a dinner appointment before hand. That is a brilliant idea. Then the members know what the elders would be teaching their friends and they would be more comfortable inviting their friends. They would also know where they could chime in at appropriate times. So. Mama Shirley is now our newest investigator.

Tuesday we had our day of exchange we just saw a bunch of less actives that day. And stopped by Gabriella because they weren't home for our appointment and we wanted to set up another appointment. It was getting colder (ahh! i love it so much!) and that night we drove to beaumont to meet the Woodville Sisters so that we could drive to Kingwood for Sisters Training. Seriously, the most comfortable beds on the planet are the guest beds at the mission home. Yall HAVE to come down to see the mission home with me at some point after I get home. It was a great day.

Wednesday was all day Sister Training. They talked about how the new missionaries are going to be much younger and how we (or they actually. i'm gonna be dead and gone) need to be leaders. We talked about finding and teaching and health and family history. It was very nice.I LOVE our mission. I seriously just LOVE it. I can't describe how much. Even when my district leader makes me want to go postal and stab everything, I still love our mission.

Thursday we did hour of power and found two new potentials and we also taught Stephen and Lynn. They are engaged, she is a member, he's not. And he's looking into it. It's pretty cool. We are teaching a WHOLE LOT. Yall, I love teaching. We are just going to need to work on our commitments because our people are not progressing very well. We are focusing on getting them to come to church. Becuase the Lord has commanded it and the spirit is always at church and you can recieve revelation through sacrament meeting. And the classes.

Friday was district meeting. And I was in the worst mood in the world. I felt so bad afterward. I was irritated with everything that breathes. But we biked that afternoon in the cold cloudy windy weather and It was so divine. We taught Gabriella with Sister Bruner and it was perfect. Except it was very loud, the Bruners have three little tiny girls. It was great though because they are neighbors, they both speak spanish and vuala! I love it.

Saturday we biked all morning. It was awesome until we were biking home. Against the wind. for 4 miles. in skirts. On the main road. With no bike lane. Yikes man. It was fun. That is how we do as sister missionaries, I guess. Then Saturday afternoon we went to our ward's Fall Festival. It was very fun. I'm sad that people only "Trunk or Treat" now a days though. I always LOVED trick or treating. I wish it was safer.

Yesterday we had church. Me and sister T sang in church. We sang "He Knew" by Jesse Clark. It is such an amazing song and I have such a special place for it in my heart and in my testimony. I know that Christ knew everything about me and still wanted to save me. He knew everything I'd do and everything I wouldn't do and He still loved me enough to Atone for my sins. Yall need to hear that song. It's great. We also had our first meeting with our new ward mission leader. Brother Clifford. He is SO good as a ward mission leader. It's cool. I will keep yall updated on how the work progresses cause it's gonna be great.

Then today. Today is going to be a great day. I'm trying to give constructive criticism to someone without decaptiating them. I'm a little irritated at some Elders. But I'm trying to remember that we're all imperfect and I am definitely imperfect. Tonight we're going to see a couple potentials.

So. Family. Next week it will be my LAST TRANSFER!! AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT?! When did that happen? I'm trying to focus on not focusing on it, or when I do I try to think about the good things about coming home (seeing YALL, the missionary work I can do at home, not wearing a skirt every day of my life..) so that I don't get too sad. Did I already tell yall that the last story in the October Engsign was written for me? It's called "Good Things Keep on Coming". So true. That's what faith is about. Sister and President Crawford have their family creed up in the mission home and one part of it says "We embrace change to expand experiences and enrich us"... somethign like that. It is much more profound than that. But I like that. I want to embrace change all my life as a way to expand my character and help others.

Thanks yall for your letters and your prayers. James, I got your letters and I loved them!! You are the best. Mom, I got your letter too. I'm writing lots of letters today. Also, my old job said I could come work for them on the 2-5 shift. Yucko. I don't know. I think I'll tell them that I want it. I just REALLY don't want to work there for the rest of my life. That is all.

Love yall Have a GREAT WEEK!!! The gospel is so great. I'm so happy. So so so so happy. It is such a blessing to serve the Lord. I am not perfect at it, but I really am trying. And that is good. There is another song that I love that says "He accepts what I can bring and sanctifies my offering." That is what the Lord does. He accepts whatever we can bring (but we do have to bring what we can) and then He sactifies it. Makes it more. Makes water into wine. Makes enough out of what we can do. Sanctifies our offerings.

LOVE YALLL!!!!!! Have a great week! Write me! Be good! Be happy!!!

happy happy sister hicken

Monday, October 22, 2012 11:11 AM

Hola familia!! I am just the happiest girl in the world today. Nothing spectacular is happening, but I just realize how much I love the gospel. How badly I want people to have it in their lives. How grateful I am that I have the opportunity to live it and to share it forever. How very much I owe to it. All of my happiness, 100%. I hope yall feel like this too.

So. This last week. Was weird. I wore pants 4/7 days of the week (for part of the day) it was awesome. We did service a LOT this week. Helping members of our ward move and also helping others clean and do yard work. It was great. I kept having to tell myself that it is okay to do service because I just feel like I must be sharing the gospel all the time. But we were being disciples and sharing the gospel a different way. Example. Example is important.. but there's NOTHING like testifying and inviting. I appreciated your story about Miss Lisa, Dad! I know what you mean. It's not enough to teach, we have to invite. I love it.

Tuesday we helped a sister move in our ward and then we helped someone else move I think... and then we had dinner with the Trahans. They asked us what we wanted and we really really wanted chili dogs. They were so good. The things I like to eat now a days! Anyway after that we met with Dan-The-Man and his wife. We kind of did a purpose lesson with Sister O'Dell. She is not currently jumping in the font... or even in the church building. But they like us. And we LOVE them. We're going to continue to work with them and adore them. obviously.

Wednesday we cleaned the new house of a lady in our ward. They are moving to this new house and it needed to be cleaned so we cleaned it. It is such a beautiful home. Then we drove up to DeQuincey Louisiana and had lunch with the newspaper staff. We had lunch a few weeks ago with Sister Fletcher, who is inactive, and she brought her friend Shirley. Shirley was awesome and she loved us and we loved her, so we got invited to drive to Dequincey for lunch. We thought it was going to be a teaching appointment but it wasn't. We ended up being interviewed by the paper and there is going to be a picture and a story about us in the Dequincey news! haha... THAT's how small of a town it is. But it was cool. We were able to answer a few questions and I think it made a lot of difference to Sister Fletcher. After that... everything fell through. So that was great. Not.

Thursday we helped our best friend Lora Monroe clean her scary apartment. She is an intern and the "west wing" of her apartment was just creepy and dirty and her mother is coming to stay so she wanted help cleaning it. It was disgusting. But it's very nice now. And we love her. Then we had the hour of power. Do you even know how powerful FAITH is?? The most success we have in finding during the week comes from the hour of power. It's incredible. We had a good hour of power and then dinner with some of my favorite members the Courvilles. Sister Courville is having her first baby and she is 8 months along and she just wants it to come already! It's a boy and they're naming it Ezra - how awesome is that?? Anyway they are way cool. I love them. And their food is always delicious.

Friday we had a good district meeting and then the world's wierdest appointment with a former investigator. She is bipolar (that's like one of the first things she told us, that she has a mental illness) and then we listened to her stories about her life for like... 2 hours. It was odd. But we just felt like we should listen to her. Then we taught her a very powerful lesson and she straight up rejected it. She said that if the church was true that was disrupt everything about her life and that she doesn't want to get into it. She is the sweetest lady ever, but just won't accept the gospel. Breaks your heart, doesn't it? Then we went and had an awesome lesson with Kizza. And she promised to be at church. And we called her on Sunday morning at 9 and she said she'd be there at 10.... no cigar. Lame. "Just come to church!!"

Saturday was a BEAUTIFUL day. We started out at Sister Nunez house helping her with her yardwork. Her husband, Conrad, who is not a member has some very serious health challengest right now (something with a disk and a pinched nerve in his spine??) and she has some health challenges. So we helped her mulch and weed (yuck. still don't like weeding mom :]) and transplant her plumb tree cause it wasn't growing and plant a cactusy ferny looking thing by the electric pole. It was fun. We love her so much. Then we went to see a potential investigator the Elders gave us. Lanette was cutting Walser's hair and got her information. She was very receptive. She understands that the church is either true or it's not and if it is, she really wants to find out and live it. Then we had a meeting with lovely Sister McMahon. She is my hero and my favorite person under the sun. We talked to her about good things to come. That video means so much to me because, if yall remember, we had borrowed the Dearden's Mormon messages and we watchd that the day I left for the MTC. And I was maybe a little tiny bit nervous, if yall will recall. And now I can watch that video and testify to people that it's true. If I could go back and talk to the me that was crying and terrified and sick to my stomach, or even the Sister Hicken that was not a fan of Porter, Texas and felt like such a failure and like she didn't like being a missionary, I would say the same thing that ElderHolland says in that talk "Don't give up, girl. Don't you quit. You keep walking. You keep trying. There is help and happiness a head, a lot of it. It will be alright in the end. Trust God and believe in good things to come." See what I mean? so happy.

Saturday evening we visited Brother Boies (Sister T proposed to him! haha kind of. not really. but she was like "Brother Boies, when I get off my mission, I'm going to come back and take you to the temple." and afterward we were talking about the lesson and she was like "I totally proposed marriage to Brother Boies tonight!" it was so so hilarious). and then, since we didn't have a dinner, we were headed back at 8 to take dinner. And we got a text from a less active who asked if we had 30 minutes to talk to her boyfriend about his questions about the church. Um, yes. We do happen to have thirty to three hundred minutes to talk about that. So we went over and this guy is a real searcher. His name is Stephen and he was very interested. The best way I can describe the lesson is to describe what he said at the end. We asked him "if these things that we are talking to you about are true, what would that mean to you?" and he said "It would mean everything." ding ding ding ding! correct. So we were happy and then I asked him if he'd read the pamphlet by Wednesday and he kind of laughed (like, um duh!) and was like "Oh yeah." And so that is Stephen. We're loving it.

Yesterday was fine. Church was spectacular, Sister McMahon came for the first time in like 2 years and we were so happy. We love her. We got a new ward mission leader. So that will be an adjustment, but he has been a ward mission leader before so I'm thinking it will be smooth sailing. We had dinner with our old Ward Mission Leader, Brother Rabalais and the Elders and their investigator Linda. She is rad. IT was delicious. I'm telling you, people here in the south can COOK. ... none of it has rubbed off on me. Sorry. We visited Betty and decided pretty much to drop her, she is not accountable because she can't comprehend our teachings. And Crystal, a less active who is swamped by nursing school. Another intstance of "Just come to church!" But we understand how busy nursing school is. Still, always always always go to church.

My family, I am so happy. I haven't EVER been so happy in my entire life. I wish everyone could have this experience. I wish with all my heart that everyone could feel like we feel. That's why we go out and awkwardly knock on people's doors and invite them to find out for themselves if the gospel of Jesus Christ has been restored. I love this. I'm learning so much and I just hope and PRAY that someone is benefitting from my actions. I want to help these people so much. We have been listening to a CD called "Joseph" by the Nashville Tribute people and it is amazing. My testimony of the restoration grows and grows. You know, when it comes to Joseph Smith, it's definitely true that eventually every man is backed up the wall of faith and there he must make his stand. Our faith will become knowledge eventually but sometimes you just have to believe in something that you know without a reason to know it. That's very confusing, so sorry haha.

I love this gospel and this church with all my heart. This is the only and best and fastest way to be happy, to live and SHARE the gospel. I already have plans in the making wfor when I get home. Otherwise I think I would fall apart.

I love yall so much!

MOM- you're hands down the best mother on the planet. thank you for the package and for the awesome letter.

DAD - i'm so happy to hear about your experience with Lisa. That is the sweetst tenderest mercy I can imagine from Heavenly Father to yall.

JAMES - what up? How goes it? Write to me. Gracias.

JONY - I'm proud of you getting ready to go. Stay focused. This is the best thing you'll EVER EVER DO. I love it.

LOVE YALL! Have a great week and share the gospel mmkay??

LOVE, Sister Hicken

I keep forgetting my camera cord! Pics next week !!

my wonderful family

Monday, October 15, 2012 11:21 AM

Hola como esta?!? How was yalls week? My week was great. I will tell you about it.

So. Last monday was pday. It was a very relaxing pday. I took a nap. Which I really hate, but it felt good to sleep. Then we went to dinner with the Sanders. They are awesome. We were at their house for all night long, so that wasn't great, but I love them. We had chicken and dumplings (delicious!!) and ate it around a fire and then we roasted marshmallows in the backyard. I can't WAIT for us to roast mallows in our very own firepit back home. I am jazzed about that.

Tuesday we had interviews with President Crawford. He told me this was going to be my last interview before my exit interview. And my stomach pretty much drops every time I think about it. Why does it have to end so quickly?? It was good to talk to him. He is a great mission President. Then we went to see Miss Betty, Viola and Shirley McMahon before dinner at 5:30 with the Cliffords. It was good. The Cliffords kids are between 8 and 1 and they all speak English AND spanish. It's amazing. They are totally bilingual. I wish I knew another language so I could make my kids bilingual! It's the coolest thing. We talked to them about the talk in conference "I know it, I live it, I love it." And since they're little we had run off copies of a t shirt and invited them to put what they would have on their own t shirt. And we talked to the parents about... mormon.org profiles I think. They don't like us to give them missionary invitations. I don't know why, it's pretty darn weird. But it was a good dinner.

Wednesday we went back and talked to miss Debbie. She is awesome. She is still crazy and still wants to read the book of mormon, but she can't see the print her copy. So we gave her the lds.org website to read. She hopefully did. She wasn't at church yesterday but... we will see if she read. There is so much power in the word of God. I have complete confidence in it. We also saw Susan. She's doing fine. her family is warming up to the church. Her husband reportedly even said he'd like to see what services are like. That is a good step! We also went to see Josetta. We talked to her about the Book of Mormon and how restored authority is really important. She is really receptive. We told her we want her to come to church with us. She is doing well. I really love her. We had dinner with the Courvilles. Oh my gosh, I love the Courvilles. They have been married for about 5 years I think and their first baby is due in a month. They are so awesome so confident and charitable. We talked to them about how Satan is real and how we can get him away from our lives and our families.

Thursday it was about 85 so we did weekly planning outside of the church. It was glorious. I have stopped despising weekly planning as much. Then we had lunch with a less active named Lynn, which was odd. She is like the missionaries buddy and she doesn't really understand what her baptismal covenant meant. So basically I felt wierd because she wouldn't really talk about the gospel, and I have no idea what to talk to her about other than that. Yikes man. We also met with Kizza. She is sister T's favorite less active. She loves her. Kizza really wants to come back to church, but she is finding it hard to live the gospel - all the standards. It's too much of a commitment for her at the moment. We did the hour of power and it was great. It was this neighborhood with the hugest prettiest houses. Thanks to that, we didn't have much success, but except one man. He opened his door just a crack and all we could see was his eye )it was kind of creepy) becuase he had dogs inside. And we just like slid a resto pamphlet in the crack and asked him when we could come back. So we are thinking he's going to turn into something good. Sister Lundquist prayed with SO MUCH FAITH before we went out. The Lord honors the faith of his people, I know He does. It's amazing. So we'll go back and see him.

Friday morning we talked to Sue Patterson and it was slightly more coherent than she's been before. Its hard to know when to cut the cords with some people. We are the only contact so many of them have with the church - THEIR church. It is hard. Anyway, Friday we did service after that for Brother Doxey. He is trying to quit smoking. He smokes all the time, in his apartment like crazy. So we went and cleaned it. It was pretty gross but looked and smelled a whole lot better after the Elders and we left. Then we met with Gabriella at 4:30. She had made us steak. I love her. They have been reading. If they will just keep reading, I know that they will feel the spirit. That's how it works. I'm so happy and grateful for that. We left right after that to go to HOUSTON!!! So stay in Kingwood at the mission home. Oh Kingwood is the love of my life. I miss it so much when I go back. I get so nostalgic. It was fun. We drove down with the zone leaders to prevent me from killing the driver of the other car. Never will I ever drive anywhere with that soul again. I almost went nuts the last time. So Brown and Shepherd took us. They listened to this cd by the Nashville Tribute people to Joseph Smith. It was great. I loved it. Me and Brown aren't really friends anymore :[ It makes me oh so sad. It was a good drive. Then we got to the mission home and Erickson and Jackson were there. I haven't seen Erickson since leaving Baytown and it was so good to see her. I love her so much! We talked to sister crawford til 10:30 when president was like "Sister Crawford it's 10:30" and we all had to go to bed. haha

Saturday was the Triwizard!! For James' birthday!!! haha. The final triwizard tournament for me I do believe. I don't know how we get so lucky to have 5 General Authorities in my 18 months as a missionary. I actually think it's because when visiting GAs come down, they work with Elder Gifford Neilson who is our area 70. And I'm pretty sure he asks them if they'd like to meet with the missionaries on their free morning. And they do cause they love us. We love them. Elder Echohawk's talk was AMAZING! He talked about the power of prayer and his conversion story. And how a his priest advisor was instrumental in him gaining a true testimony. It made me want to be such a good member of the church for all of my life! This is what it's all about. Elder Ellis talked about obedience. And Irecommitted to be more obedient. Then Elder Callister. He talked about the Plan of Salvation. He gave us a lot of tools for how to teach it better. It was great. And I got to see all of these people that I dearly dearly love. Paletu'a, Cochran, Mokeaki, Davis, Olsen. OH!

Speaking of Olsen, he came and told me that his parents just moved to Heber Utah and their neighbors are the Hickens. AHHH! Ask Grandma and Grandpa Hicken if the Olsens are their new neighbors because if they are Elder Olsen is our new neighbor!! I LOVE him so so much. Also, I talked to Elder Poteki (I think that's how you say it) and he knows Jonny! He is enormous. He is huge and tall and poly. He said Jonny was way cool :] AND I got to talk to phil! Phil who knows James AND jonny apparently. He is friends with Ian and Brad etc. So apparently yall hung out one time or something James. do you remember phil brown? He's pretty cool. We also saw our mtc people. I love them all so dearly.

When we got home we were all fired up and we saw a less active lady and tried a potential, that honestly I had little faith in. We found her during the hour of power and she has kind of shrugged us off every time. But this time her husband came out and started talking to Tuigamala about Hawaii and then invited us in. Turned into how to begin teaching turned into a lesson 1 and they are now our new investigators. I love them already. They are lake Charles natives. Louisianans are so cool, just trust me.

Yesterday church was incredible. We had a missionary who is going on her mission two weeks give her "non-farewell" (right mom?). It was great. I love being a missionary. AFter church we saw the Connors and we went finding. This is how it went. We try a less active family. They are "busy". So we start driving away and I see these people outside and I just feel like we should go talk to them. I debate it for only like 30 seconds (great improvement from pre-mission jillian) and then we pull over and start walking back toward them. First set of people -strike one. Second set of people, aka the ones I was originally prompted to go talk to- BIG strike two (they didn't like us at all). Little boy walking his dog, rejected the picture of Jesus we offered him (maybe because I asked him really wierdly if he wanted one. my bad. lo siento chico). Third Set of people - strike three. We are walking back toward our car and then out of the corner of my eye I see a lady sitting on her porch. We go over and contact her and she invites us back for this coming week on Tuesday! Gold. The Lord knew that if those people rejected us we would keep walking and we found a really good potential. He is so smart. And then we gave thee cutest little black kids pictures of jesus. They ran after us yelling "Thanks for the Jesus picture!" and I love them. Why aren't all people like children? The world would be happier. Gerard we called him but it was the wrong nubmer so we didn't even get to see him. Broken hearted. He called us later that night to say that it was too late to come over. The other guy, Gerald, that we called was like "Yall came by but it wasn't last sunday" and I thought it was our gerard, so we were like "um... okay but can we come over another time" and he was very confused. Turns out because missionaries hadn't seen him in a hundred years. Oopsy. We had dinner last night with the Morris. Also make me excited to be a good mormon family. LOVE them.

So that's my week. Sorry it's a long e-mail. I love this church I love this gospel I love being a missionary. I am so grateful for it. I have changed so much on my mission and I'm so thankful for that as well. I really think that the Lord wants more of his daughters to have had this missionary experience to help them raise their kids. That's why the age change. It's priceless what I have learned out here. I love it.

Okay so about coming home. Mikelle's apartment complex has a room for $320 and it's where she and Kimmy live. I'm pretty sure there is a washer and drier, it is an older'ish ward and it is close to campus. Then there's the Becky's apartment option. I just don't know what to do. UGH. I know it doesn't really matter where I live, but I don't want to decide. What do yall think? Also, I want to apply at the MTC. Also I need to register for classes, but I can do that from here. I also need to figure out about getting a car. I know I don't have any money, but I think it's high time I bought myself a car. I need to build my credit somehow, right? AH! The reason I am freaking out about all of this is because I have like 2.5 seconds when I get home before I go back to school. So... yes. Minor freak out. What do yall think? Housing option is my main worry now. Kelle says the apartments are filling up fast. What should I do??

Well, familia I love you. Jonny stop going out of town and hang out with the family. :] James, how was your bird-day? Mom, how are you doing? Thanks for your letter I LOVED your conf notes. We think so alike :] Dad thanks for your e-mail. I'm so glad that theh missionary thing is going well and that you had some awesome visits!! I love this gospel. Let's just live it, okay?? Let's just do what we can and be grateful for it. Have a great week and remember to find someone you can serve every day. Pray for missionary opportunities. They're the BEST.

And let me know what yall think I should do about my life in just 9 weeks. Yucko. Scary scary scary. I'm excited to see yall tho!!

LOVE, sister hicken

yall are the best family in the universe

Monday, October 8, 2012 10:25 AM

Howdy yall! I love each of you SO much. I can't even describe how much. President Monson invited us to take stock of our lives and look for the blessings of the Lord, so I did that in studies this morning. And yall were my very first things to be thankful for. Each of you. The best Dad in the world, the best Madre and best friend I've got, the most world class older brother and the most incredible little brother I've ever heard of. I tell everyone about yall all the time. I'm so proud of you and I love you. Yesterday my district leader found out that his mother will pass away in the next two days, she is very sick from cancer. I am so heartbroken for him. He's a good friend and a great missionary. But also he didn't want anyone to know (not that yall would tell anyone in our mission) but if you think of anything I could do to help, let me know. Maybe you could ask Daren what would have helped him from a sister missionary? I don't know. We are sad with him. Will yall pray for him and his family, please?

Wasn't Conference AMAZING???!?!?! AH! Seriously I loved it. Remember how they changed the minimum age requirement for Elders and Sisters?!??! We were shocked. I wish you could have seen every missionary's face because we were stunned. It's awesome. If that rule had been around when I was 19 I would have gone. I'm beyond glad that I came when I did to where I did, It was perfection. But this is exciting stuff. President and Sister Crawford were here yesterday so we talked to them about how they felt when the rule was announced. President said he is excited and we talked about how this is going to cause some definite problems with "locking of the hearts" and so... yeah. That's going to be fun. But all in all, I am happy. I was just stunned. So stunned and so excited. There are negatives and there are positives to it, but the bottom line is that is what the Lord wants so let's do it.

The talks that stick out to me were Elder Ballard's talk about the Honeybees (so amazing!) and Elder Eyerings talk about the pavilion. The themes of this conference to me were submission to the Lord's will, family, repentance and Christ and the Atonement. And leave it to Elder Oaks to boldly proclaim our position on the tough topics. Typical Oaks - and I mean that in the best way. President Uchtdorf is just my hero. His talks are always beautiful. That is the best word to describe them. How incredible was it to sing "Called to Serve"??? I loved it. And the music from the Sunday sessions was amazing. That one that had a soloist was incredible and the closing hymn Sister T says is in her Samoan hymnbook but it's definitely not in ours. The Be Not Weary one. Susan (who came to ALL SESSIONS!!!) loved the Mo Tab. They are exquisite. Didn't we all love Elder Hollands talk! I wrote in my notes, after he was done "Holland strikes again!" Because it's so true. What he said about missionaries who had raised their arm to the square and said "Having been commissioned of Jesus Christ"?? I was in awe. I loved it. There was so much about service in this conference. I am so grateful that we have the opportunity to serve for our whole lives. What else could be better? What else could be important? We are here to help each other home. We will all come back to God's presence, and now our job is to make sure we and those around us go back to stay. I love being a missionary. It is the most wonderful, happiest, best time of my life. I wish wish WISH that I could find words to describe it but I simply can't. I will pray for ways to be able to do it.

Officially I have 10 weeks left. That is the most heartbreaking thought I've ever had.

So. Sunday, yesterday, we had conference all day and then we talked to a less active and went to find a referral that the Elders gave us. He is named Gerard and he is rad. We taught him a purpose lessons (outside. In the 60 degree weather. dream boat) and we are going back to teach his family next week. It was a very good lesson. I love nothing more than teaching the gospel of Jesus Christ.

Saturday we had conference then dinner with the most loving less active couple on the planet. We want them to come back to church so bad, but they are having trouble just doing it. They had us over and we taught them about the covenant of baptism. We store contacted after that. Store contacting is lame, but when it's dark and we don't have anyone to see, we don't want to go in so we try to store contact.

Friday we had zone meeting in Orange and it was great. We talked about how we can use family history during finding and about how to work better with the members. I always love being in Texas. Then we went to try some potentials with no luck before we went and taught Gabriella and the girls. It was a good lesson. She said that she needs to read the Book of Mormon and I'm always like "Yes, yes you do." But she is very hesitant with the baptism thing. I love them so much, please pray for them.

Thursday we had weekly family and then we biked around a little bit. We saw Betty. She is just... ugh. We don't know what to do about Betty because she is not being honest with us. She is either losing her mind or lying. We had the hour of power on Thursday and found this awesome young family! They weren't like begging us to come back or anything but they were open and we are SO excited to go back over.

Wednesday we had waffles in the morning with Lora Monroe. Our best friend. We love her. She's the one that's on an externship here til December. She's way awesome. Then we went to see a less active and didn't have much more success until our lesson with Debra and Jozetta. She is awesome! Oh my goodness. I know the Lord can touch her heart and he already has but she is loyal to her church. Which is not a bad thing, I try to imagine what if it was the way I feel about our church and then someone else comes and missionary's at me. It would be really hard.

Tuesday we had dinner with Dan the Man! And his wife. I love them. We talked about general conference and invited them to watch it. She said she would. They love Sister Tuigamala and I and we love them oh so much. Our wonderful Bishop is going to go and work some magic there. He's just the best.

Monday was P day. I don't think anything noteworthy really happened.

That was our week backwards! This week is going to be amazing!! My final interview with President (before my exit interview that is) will be this week and then on Saturday we have another Tri Wizard tournament with the other missions! YES!! We get to see our MTC people one last time. Elder Tad R. Callister is coming!! How did I get so lucky to get so many general authorities on my mission?? Two apostles and three other general authorities. Amazing.

So. Family. Thanks for your letters/e-mails this week. I love yall. The post office will no longer forward our mail from the mission office, so to all my loyal readers and writers please send mail directly to

1531 Country Club Rd #911
Lake Charles, Louisiana 70605

Many thanks.

Dad, how are the missionaries for our stake? What are their names? I hope they are keeping busy. Heaven knows we have a LOT of less active work to do and if we focus on retention the Lord will provide people for us to teach.

Mom, how are you? How's life? How's my doggy? Are you enjoying this fall weather? What are you doing these days? I love you!!!

James, how did you like conference? WRITE ME. I want to hear from you. Not like I'm always thinking about it, but I am definitely going to need your help with coming off of a mission. That's like the last thing I want to do in the world.

Jonny thanks for your e-mail! I am so proud of you!!!! I'm excited for you too. I agree I think we're going to get along better now :] You're pretty great. What is a bowling ball?? Please explain that to me so I can avoid being it.

Family, yall are the very very best. I love you so much. My poor district leader is over there crying right now as he's reading his e-mails because his Mom is dying and I just want you all to please pray for him by name. Elder Walser. I know the Lord can help him and that we can too. I just am having a hard time thinking of what to do.

I love you. This gospel is true and this Church is Christ's. We are so blessed to have full access to the Atonement. Read the book of mormon, share it with someone. Pray for the opportunity to be of service in this most important way. "After all is said and done the greatest and most important duty is to preach the gospel." We're lucky! We have important things to share and do. Let's do it!!!

LOVE, Sister Hicken

buenos dias!

Monday, October 1, 2012 10:15 AM

You are not going to BELIEVE the temperature here!! It is 68 degrees. I am DYING. I love it so much. I put on a christmas cd and am wearing a turtle neck. I might be jumping the gun but who cares. I am so excited for the holiday season!

We had a really good week this last week. The first week of the transfer. Tuesday we had a good meeting with Gabriella and the girls and taught the first part of the plan of salvation. They are so smart, those girls. Carla asked "So if Jesus hadn't done that (pointing to the Atonement card) what would have happened?" and we explained that Christ's atonement makes the whole plan possible. they are so wonderful. On Friday we went and finished the Plan of Salvation and talked about baptism. We told them that we want them to baptized and invitied them to do so. Gabriella didn't really love that, she is a Catholic and Catholics loove being Catholic, you know? but she said she would pray about it and read the book of mormon. So if she's sincere, itw ill work out. We love her so much and her daughters so much.

Tuesday we went and taught a potential named Miss Rose. She came her after Katrina and never left. And she loves BYUTV. But she was very not okay with the Book of Mormon. She didn't like to think it was at the same level as the Bible in importance. We tried to explain it and she said she would read and pray but then on Friday she called us and said "I was reading your book and it says that you have to keep the 10 commandments to be saved and I know that all you need is Christ's grace, so you can come and get your book back." We went the next day and tried to answer her questions, but she was very closed off. So... yeah.

Wednesday we had an AMAZING lesson with Miss Debbie. She is a single lady living in a trailer and she is just the type that is high on life. We love her. She is about 60 and she's a bartender. She's cool. Anyway we taught her a lesson 1 and she accepted it totally. We asked her to baptized October 27 and she said she would and she's going to read the book of mormon and we're going back on Thursday. We also met with a less active who has cerebrial palsy and her caretaker, Jozetta. We taught Jozetta a Restoration lesson and she accepted it and naccepted when we invited her to be baptized... but when we asked her about a date she kind of put her heals in the dirt and wouldn't. But she has agreed to read and pray. So seriously, Dad like your talk, it's the word of God that converts people Nothing that we do. We also met with Susan. Susan wants to be baptized at th beginning of January. Nice.

Thursday was fine. We taught Betty and finally got her to understand alittle bit of the restoration. We really don't know what to do there.. Our numbers crazy district leader said "If she wants to get baptized, just do it." and I'm like "uhhh, no. I'm not going to just chuck someone into the font and then say 'see ya!'" the ward is not equipped to deal with her and ugh. It's just a struggle. But then we got to go see Sister Morris. Miss Ethel Morris who lives in the rest home as well. She is the worlds sweetest lady and we always tell her "We are missionaries from your church!" and she's like "From the chruch of jesus christ of latter day saints? are you REALLY?" She has really bad dementia. she was asking for her folks last week :[ we love her. We always go and sing with her. she sings right along and she is so dear. We're so glad we went and sang to her this week, because we were sitting in church yesterday and the 2nd counselor stood up and told us that Sister Morris had passed away that morning. It was so sad. We love her. Life was always better when we went tos ee her. But she is no longer in confusion and gets to see her folks and her husband and it will all be okay. Me and Sister T read Mosiah 16:8 (i believe) about the sting of death being swallowed up in christ. And that made us a little less sad. We loved Sister Morris.

Friday we just got denied all day long. Until Gabriella and that was good. Then we went to see a less active who cuts hair. She is awesome. We talked to her about "The race" and she liked it.

Saturday we went to help our dearest ward missionaries, the bortons, move. They are moving to the Beaumont Texas area and we are sad to see them go. But then we had lunch with Dan the Man O'Dell. I told yall about him a couple weeks ago. He's the one whose wife died in Relief Society and then he felt really abandoned by the church. Well he's remarried and awesome and we had lunch with his AMAZING wife. We love her already. We talked to them about the articles of faith. They want us for dinner every tuesday night! YESSS! We love them!! Then we went to see Christine nunez, she is an amazing less active lady. We love her. We watched the mormon message "Good things to come" and shared parts of the talk with her. It was a good lesson. Then we went to Sister cliffords to watch the relief society thing. It WAS AMAZING, wasn't it mom?????? AH!!! I loved it. I really loved the talk about the pioneer trek and dropping your handcart and returning to help others. I also liked the thing about Christ weeping with us. And president eyerings talk was phenominal. VISITING AND HOME TEACHING IS SO IMPORTANT! I hope that is branded into my brain for the rest of my LIFE because it is so so so important. Are yall getting out to see your people? Please do, it's so vital!

Yesterday was wonderful FastSunday and we had a great fast and testimony meeting, because everyone had heard about sweet sweet Ethel Morris. It was raining like mad so we couldn't go get betty or she would have drowned and so would we have. We went to see some less actives yesterday as well. then we had dinner with Bishop Young! Oh my gosh, i cannot say enough good about our bishop. He is the most charitable, just get it done, person I've ever met. I just want to be like him!!! I want to be charitable soooo bad! His wife is a returned missionary from North Carolina! A little town about an hour north of Wilmington. I will ask her the name again and I'm sure Grandma has heard of it. I feel like it starts with a C. It's VERY small, though.

OH! and did I tell you that our Stake President, President Newton, grew up in Bicknel, Utah?? We talked about it and he totally knows who Uncle Merril is and his family. He said that I should ask if Merrill remembers Mr. and Mrs. Newton (the princeple of the high school) and that is his mom and dad! It was cool. We talked about Chappell Cheese haha.

this week should be good. we have VERRRY high goals and that's agood thing. We're goign to try to meet them. I am just loving being a missionary, as usual. I'm scared to come home and go back to school and work and it just doesn't seem like fun at all. But I will live. I am so grateful to be where I am and to have 2 more transfers to serve the Lord full time. I am trying my best to keep my mind centered on Him at all times.

How are yall? Mom I got your letter and I loved it!! Tell me how your fun things went this week! How were your parties? Are you all partied out? How's work? Love you so much!

Dad, thanks for your e-mail and the talk. It is amazing to see how the word of God really is the most important thing. I always think of that scripture in alma that says "They thought it was expedient that they should try the word of god". How is everything? What are you speaking on at conference?

James, what up? our lesson in relief society was on Elder Hollands talk that you told me about. It was cool. How is school and everything else?? I hope you're good. UGH, how do you come home from your mission??? I don't want to do it. good thing I've got a while.

Jonny, duuude. For reals you need to write me. Mmkay? tell me how you're feeling about your mission and everything. JUST DO IT. Love you.

I LOVE YALL SO MUCH! This gospel and this church are Jesus Christ's and we are so blessed to have them. I hope yall are looking and praying for missionary opportunities. They are everywhere! the rescue is about less active members, non members and active members who could use a hand. Let's do it! :]